I've wanted say something about the state of the union and the world for a long time now but I haven't found any way to articulate my feelings on the matter. I'm more scared and more at sea than I have been in a long time. Things seem to have gone terribly terribly awry, both here at home and abroad.
I am embarrassed to be an American right now (although, in some sense I suppose that it could be argued that I should have been before). While our self-elected role as global peacekeeper could at least be backed by lofty and noble-sounding rhetoric I don't believe a stance of global aggression can be. Nor do I think it defensible that our government and corporate powers unwittingly conspire to limit the freedoms we have so long claimed as the foundations of our supposed superiority.
Perhaps I'm overreacting but I think it would be negligent to not question the new american direction.
Iraq. What to say about this? I question our motives. No matter how I think about it I can't convince myself it's not about oil. I know that there are a lot of reasonable people who would claim otherwise but I just can't believe it. Sure, it's nice to say that we want to go in to Iraq to eliminate a real threat to our well-being. But the question I would ask is why us? Why do we believe we have the authority to dictate the politics of the world?
Weapons of Mass Destruction. If I hear or read that phrase one more time I will puke. What power represents the biggest potential for destruction in the world right now? Answer honestly. North Korea claims it has to reinstitute its weapons programs in order to defend itself from open American aggression. Who's to say that Iraq (or any other country in the world) doesn't feel the same way? We point our missiles at them... we never stopped. Why should they not be free to respond in kind?
The War on Terrorism. War on Drugs v2.0. Give it up. Neither "war" is winnable. Terrorism is something that happens because someone somewhere has a chip on their shoulder and the charisma to bring similarly minded individuals around to their views. Wanna know how to make joe average in to a terrorist? Bomb his country and claim the death of his family and loved ones was "regrettable collateral damage". Now admittedly that's not going to work 99.99% of the time but .01% could potentially represent a lot of terrorists. Anyone with determination can kill people. I think we should call it a War to Make Terrorists.
Can you trust the government? Can you trust the media to help you decide if you trust the government?
Don't get me wrong. I am incredibly fortunate to be an American. I have more freedoms and a better standard of living than almost anyone anywhere. I just don't think that we're on the right track right now.
I understand a few things that might not be readily apparent in this little diatribe. First, I realize that the world is not really a friendly place. There is always gonna be someone somewhere that wants a piece of us. Perhaps for legitimate reasons, perhaps not. I would advocate that we not actively set out to increase the number of those someones. A nation of this power and wealth has some real potential for making friends.
Another thing that I understand is that it takes a lot of raw capital to maintain a country like this. I would suggest, though, that rather than take those resources by force or means of opression, we should concentrate on using developing new sources and using what we have more efficiently. Perhaps as a more realistic (if equally utopian) scenario we could find some way to equitably trade for the resources we need. As a country we have a lot to offer. Gap sweatshops and placing a puppet government in Iraq look like two faces of the same beast to me.
I guess what it all boils down to for me is the following sentence: Where is the money (power) going? It's that simple. Any time our government does something, or a big corporation does something, or the media says something, I wonder that. That's why I don't believe the rhetoric about Iraq. That's why none of the books (plays/music/etc) that I enjoy now will never enter the public-domain in my lifetime. That's why an economic stimulus package that favors the rich and corporations will never make any real lasting difference in the economy.
Enough of that. How do you feel about the state of the world today?
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I've been doing some light reading. Beanie gave me her criticism and theory anthology. It's interesting stuff, if hard reading at times.
m4dd4wg has been doing some vegetarian cooking that looks quite promising.
phil has been doing some navel lint-gathering (and not calling me when he's in town :P) that strikes a chord. Good futility-of-the-ratrace stuff.
I picked up a new cookbook. The modestly titled Essential Vegetarian Cookbook. It's ok. I do have to wonder, though, after attempting the chunky vegetarian burritos, if anyone tested the recipes. On the upside it features good nutrition information for every recipe (including the all-important protein). I'll let you know if any of the other recipes are more workable.
As an aside, the burritos had great texture but no flavor. They were also a huge pain in the ass to make. The house smelled wonderful during the cooking process, though. It has been suggested that a touch of salt and fresher spices might be the key to making it work. Even if that's the case the recipe is too much work for anything other than entertaining, imo (if you can interest your average dinner guest in burritos that contain, among other things, tofu and cabbage).
I'm so glad you like that book. I hated the sucker when I had to read it for class, but that's because I didn't want to read it then. I might try it again sometime in a few years, though. I'm not forgetting to comment about the American state at the moment, but I'm short on time and I need to think about it anyway. I'll be back...
I certainly didn't mean to imply that everyone else was innocent and wonderful.... nor do I think I did so.
so what's the answer to it all? i don't know. but for some reason it has me thinking of themes from fight club. the consumer lifestyle really needs some rethinking. he/she who dies with the most toys still dies.